tik tok...your late!!

limbo state is just ....well...just plain floating...

it makes you think...it makes you very much gullible to almost any negative (or positive ) thoughts to linger much on your dreary hours.

tik tok tik tok...the clock strikes another hour and well....your very much in the same state as you've started....or in the same place, stuck, just staring blankly at that hypnotizing black spot on the wall...

you enter your own little "quiet world" on which all your childhood memories are scattered in the mess of your life....you take a look, and....

all the happy things and all the naughtiness....they all came back to you as if someone doused you with a bucketful of icy water, you smiled as you remembered that tingling feeling of  excitement and nervousness that you felt when your about to go to school...the wonder and newness that a new day can only offer....it is just but a smile away...

but you turned your very unwilling head...and you're greeted by a door, just there....just plain idly closed and tempting you to open it....you walked away from those things that you forlorn want to be with forever, but your curiosity just got the better of you....so whatever war waged inside your brain went useless as you neared the said door...

"a key should be made available for this annoying door" and so you thought, but there never was any when you looked around your "memory room" that you've unconsciously named. so you just went with your assumption .....that there's never gonna be a key.....so you gave in to that feeling of just plain being faced by a big wall...and your just to little and too fragile to just jump over the wretched wall...

you face the door yet again, wracking your brain on whatever idea comes up to enable you to open it.....then a shiny glint caught your eye and....unfortunately, it's not the key that you so wanted it to be, it is just but a shiny book, its gold painted spine adoringly meshed up with its black body. you picked it up, wondering how on earth could a very bewildering book be inside that quiet messed up room. you felt your fingers around the coverings, that were surprisingly just about the same texture as the skin of a snake. you opened the book and started to flip the pages. leaves dances freely from your fingers as you've discovered a weird hole at the middle, you looked closely and found the key, placed uncannily inside the etched hole. old victorian, that's what you thought when you pulled it out of the book, deep curves and unmistakable tiny writings of latin phrases were etched on the key head surrounded by wings, spread out with it's glory.

excited as you can be, you hastily went to the door, shaking hand with your precious key ,just about to put the key inside the lock.

and then.....a sudden prod from your side electrocuted you to reality, you turned and saw your friend, stupidly grinning at you as if it was a laughing matter. darn it, you thought, and i so wanted to know what's behind that door. but you never did.






p.s......ok, just wanted to tell a story...ahahahha

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